So ends our story about your smile and the time of absence. I still feel your fingers on the floor of our love. I looked everywhere, I found you wherever you were. I fell asleep in your eyes. Your flesh was my meat .. with our half we had invented promises, together we were our future. Now I know that the wildest dreams, are written with the ink of the heart. I lived where memories are formed in two out of sight in the secrecy of a single trust, dove tu regni ancora. Mi hai dato ciò che non immaginavo, un tempo dove ogni secondo di te conterà nella mia vita più di ogni altro secondo, io ero di tutti i villaggi, tu hai inventato il mondo... te ne ricorderai un giorno?
ti ho amato come non credevo possibile. Sei entrato nella mia vita come si entra nell'estate. Non provo ne rancore ne rabbia. I momenti che mi hai dato hanno un nome: L'incanto. Lo hanno ancora sono fatti della tua eternità, Anche senza di te non sarò mai più sola perchè tu esisti da qualche parte tu ci sei.
Mi trovo qui, davanti a un computer, con le lacrime agli occhi e da ore e ore non faccio altro che pensare a te e mi ritrovo assorta da mille pensieri che mi affliggono, calpestano e kill slowly because the only thoughts that I only talk about you and how I could engage and drive them away, they are always there to torment me, hurt me and ruin me. And already over because the pain inside my heart there is even pain that every day I do alone. I want to be strong, go ahead and pretend that all is well, but it becomes hard to even fake a smile. Inside of me every day there is the hope of your return, and this is one of the first evils that I am doing alone. You're never coming over, I must be able to tell myself that it's over, but I can not. I can not imagine my life without you. I had found, I found that person the same as me, one that could take me forever in my life. because I did not ever feel so good about a person, to be so happy to feel important, desired the princess to be somebody, to be so much indescribable .. no I had never happen. It was like living a fairy tale, but the best thing is that it was Simplify the truth, our life ... But all this belongs to the past ... and still a little dream for the event began and ended suddenly.
The thing that makes me more angry is that I trusted you, I'd put my life in your hands, but thou hast thou forsaken me so mercilessly, as if it had never been anyone to you. Since that fateful day never a moment without thinking about it without wanting you imagine one without. Cry cry and cry this is just the only thing I do, because I'm living a hell, from which I can not get out. If only I could go back to that last time when we met, to hold you tight to me to look into your eyes and touch your lips to stay like this forever, I just feel and hear your voice instead of all this will never happen, and I can not help but to remain and put all this to go forward even knowing that I'm the most important person to me, the only one that would give meaning to my life. When you'll smile for all the smiles you gave me more and cry to relive those moments with you. The only way to feel close to you close your eyes and go back, and I'll do it every time I miss you. It 's too early to say goodbye, I can not for now ... I live in hope of your return ... I need you ...
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